hinahanap-hanap kita
"adik sayo"
awit sa akin
nilang sawa na saking mga kwentong marathon
tungkol sayo
at sa ligayang
iyong hatid sa aking buhay
tuloy ang bida sa isipan ko'y ikaw

sa umaga't sa gabi sa bawat minutong lumilipas
hinahanap-hanap kita
hinahanap-hanap kita
sa isip at panaginip bawat pagpihit ng tadhana
hinahanap-hanap kita

sabik sayo,
kahit maghapon na tayo'y magkasama
parang telesine ang ating ending
hatid sa bahay nyo
sabay goodnight
sabay may kiss
sabay bye-bye

sa umaga't sa gabi sa bawat minutong lumilipas
hinahanap-hanap kita
hinahanap-hanap kita
sa isip at panaginip bawat pagpihit ng tadhana
hinahanap-hanap kita

pilit ko mang ika'y limutin
lagi kong natatagpuan ang iyong tinig at awitin
tuwing sasapit ang ulan
ang ating pinagsamahan mukha yatang limot na
nung puso mong biglang lumisan
at may kapiling ng iba

sa umaga't sa gabi sa bawat minutong lumilipas
hinahanap-hanap kita
hinahanap-hanap kita
sa isip at panaginip bawat pagpihit ng tadhana
hinahanap-hanap kita
hinahanap-hanap kita
sa school, sa flag ceremony hanggang uwian araw araw
hinahanap-hanap kita
hinahanap-hanap kita
at kahit na magka-anak kayo magkatuluyan balang araw
hahanap-hanapin ka
hahanap-hanapin ka

KILL. ME. NOW.

okay, it'll be one hell of a hectic month. oktoberfest is starting on friday. gig sounds promo is also in full swing... again. oh jeez.

i need to take a vacation in november.

oh yeah... i saw HIM today! hehe. la lang. i just realized he's cute pala. hahaha. manna said nga na he is naman daw talaga. she noticed it before i even told her about him. la lang. oh shucks, here i go again. argh!

oh yeah...

i just had to say this...

i miss HIM. can't wait for next friday. ;-)

I'm sick. :(

My nose is clogged. My throat is burning. I'm having difficulty breathing. I think I'm having an asthma attack. ::::ack!::::

I had a really long day today too. I actually got in the office an hour or so ago. It's now 10 pm. So I was here at 9 pm. I came from EDSA Shangri-La for that Max Soliven event. I was actually late for that. Hehe. My call time was 830 am and I arrived at 10. Aliya was already there when I arrived. Heck, she had already sung when I got there. Oh well.

Then I got a haircut. ;-) Kewl. I like my new hair. It's funky.

After that, I went to Dish for a meeting re Gig Sounds and a lot of other stuff. Then I ran to Music Museum with Joji for a meeting with the lighting director of Sheryn's concert this weekend. After that, we ran to Suburbia for Sheryn's rehearsal. Then back to ABS for Sheryn's dance rehearsal.

I didn't join Sheryn's dance rehearsal anymore since I had to print the contracts for Oktoberfest.

Whew. What a long day.

Anyhoo--addict-looking Mr. Perfect and I were texting the whole day. It's weird how he can be so madaldal when texting but be really quiet in person. He found out I was sick and told me to go home and rest. Awwww. Lol.

Anyways, I can't get the fact that he has a girlfriend out of my mind. Sheesh. Kuya Heinz told me that his vibes are they're not together anymore since the girl is from a really far away land. Lol. But then again, i don't know for sure. So... whatever.

I'm still here in the office. It's now 11 pm. For some reason, I can't bring myself to go home just yet. Even though I'm having a hard time breathing. It's freezing pa here. I'm wearing two jackets already and yet I feel like an icicle. Haha.

I think this is my longest post ever. Lol. I dunno. I honestly don't understand what I'm typing. I'm just punching the keys on my keyboard... I hope I make sense.

my. bubble. just. BURST. for. good.

found out today that addict-looking mr. perfect is attached. crap.

the story of my life.

hehe.

looking at the bright side, at least i found out early on. it's easier to step on the break and stop my school-girl infatuation. haha. and at least, he was able to make me feel happy even for just a short time. i can still be inspired by him anyways. the illusions of romance has just got to stop. lol.

sayang. he invited me pa naman to an out-of-town trip and i have been looking forward to it. haha. oh well.

anyways, i think i'm coming down with something. i don't feel well. i CAN'T be sick!!! there's sheryn's concert this weekend and i have pa oktoberfest the whole month of october! my gawd! i cannot afford to be sick!

oh---yeah, i checked my friendster account just now. haven't visited it for ages. anyways, "monster's inc" took me out of his friendster list! the nerve! haha. as if i care naman. but the nerve pa din. he's so kapal! he's such an a**hole! jerkoid.

well, i have to go now. i have an early call time tomorrow at edsa shangrila. i hope i wake up. haha. and then i'm going to the salon with manna to get that much-needed haircut. so, ta ta!

till next.

there will be no bursting anytime soon. lol.

Whew.

The past few days passed by in a blur. I barely noticed that the week has finally ended, ushering in another week of kangaragan. Haaaay. Hehehehe.

I feel like I have achieved a lot in the past few days. And I'm very happy. Hooray! Hehe. Addict-looking Mr. Perfect has quite a lot to do with my jolly good mood too.

Anyways, i'll be back in a bit to post more... I'm up to my neck with work and I hafta finish all of it right this minute!

Till next.

I. AM. HAPPY.

...ecstatic even. i think i may have been the happiest person last night at the nbc tent during the awit awards. nope, not because we bagged a lot of awards. we actually won just three.

but...

well, let me put it this way... someone didn't win last night.

ha! loser!

hehe.

i'm sorry. i think that sounded too mean. i normally don't enjoy other people's misfortunes but there are exceptions to every rule, right? hehe. not that i'm justifying my meanness, but i wouldn't be feeling this way had i not been provoked. we've been taught in high school that for every action, there is a reaction. well, i am just reacting to the way i was treated. so there.

aaahhh... sweet revenge! :)

this morning, i received a text from a good friend. the text went: "now i've confirmed [person #1] doesn't like [person #2]... anyone else joining the bandwagon?"

person #1 is my friend's cousin. person #2 is his girlfriend. i debated on whether to write their names here... but for privacy's sake, i decided not to na lang. hehe.

anyways, i told my friend i don't know his girlfriend enough to judge her. i met her just recently and what i know about her, i just got from him. they were actually a couple before back in college but the girl did something really bad (at least for me that's a mortal sin) that they had to break up.

it was actually quite a shock for me when i found out that they're back together again. it crossed my mind to ask him why he'd enter into a relationship with her again but in the end decided not to... i mean, we're not in college anymore. we're all adults and whatever decision we do with our lives, we just have to support each other. we used kse to bug him about his choice of girlfriends. hahahaha. in fairness, most of them are, as ricio would say leng-leng. but then again, i dunno... i realized that i just have to be happy for him. it's his life anyways. if he's happy, then we're happy. if she does the same thing to him again... well, let me just cross the bridge when we get there.

so there.

anyhoo---tonight is the awit awards. we're all required to go coz we have a lot of nominations. i hope we get to bring home a lot of awards too, like last year! hehe.

i am bursting.

i just finished talking to him. oh my gawd! he's sooooooooooooo perfect. i am deeply enamored with him with each passing day. it'd be a cliche to say i haven't felt like this before... people always say that with each new person they have the hots for. but somehow, i feel that way. i dunno. it's too early to say. we're not exactly that close yet. i mean, we usually talk business but sometimes we talk about personal stuff too. not that personal yet, but maybe in time, we'd reach that level. hehe. :::::shrug:::::

i always look forward to the day that i'll see him again. it's baduy, i know. but that's how it is...

i guess i'll have to tie myself to my chair now. otherwise, i'll float and fly away.

:::::burst!:::::

waaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh!

here i go again...

okay. i can't get this person out of my mind. it doesn't help that i get to talk to him every single day. he's the sweetest person ever! and we have, like, the same wavelength. he's smart. he's music oriented. he writes. he speaks well. his grammar is perfect. he doesn't have speech defect. he has this look my friends would describe as pseudo-addict look. he's young. he's not gay.

aaahh... he's perfect.

you ask, what's the problem then?

erm. well. i'm too old for this shit. it's so high school. LOL.

some things never change.

i like someone.


i soooooo like someone.


hehehe.