it's been a while since i last blogged.

well... not really... it's just been three days... but i feel like i've been gone for quite a while. hehe. maybe it has a lot to do with the fact that several things have happened since the last time i've been here. anyways...

i had a long chat with a good friend the other night. it seems that he's breaking up with his girlfriend for good. they've been together for two years and have been in and out of the relationship. his girlfriend is also my friend but my heart went out to him because i know him better and i've seen how good he's been to her. apparently, she doesn't appreciate how good he is and how lucky she is to have him. *shrug*...

i don't understand why some people take things like these forgranted. i mean, love (real love, that is) comes once in a lifetime. and for someone to take that forgranted?... she deserves a whack on the head, that's what!

i recently experienced something close to what my friend is experiencing at the moment. i have gotten over it but for a while there, i thought i will never be able to bring myself together.

why can't people be contented with what they have? why do they keep wanting more?

i was watching TV the other night and came across avril lavigne's latest video "My Happy Ending". i was taken aback. the lyrics best sums up what i feel. it tells the story of how my life has been for the past month or so. having said that, let me leave you with the lyrics to the song. here goes...

my happy ending

let's talk this over
it's not like we're dead
was it something i did?
was it something you said?

don't leave me hangin'
in a city so dead
held up so high
on such a breakable thread

you were all the things i thought i knew
and i thought we could be

you were everything, everything that i wanted
we were meant to be, supposed to be but we lost it
all of our memories so close to me just fade away
all this time you were pretending
so much for my happy ending

you've got your dumb friends
i know what they say
they tell you i'm difficult
but so are they

but they don't know me
do they even know you?
all the things you hide from me
all the shit that you do

you were all the things i thought i knew
and i thought we could be

you were everything, everything that i wanted
we were meant to be, supposed to be but we lost it
all of our memories so close to me just fade away
all this time you were pretending
so much for my happy ending


so there.

till next.