I'm royally pissed. (Pun intended. Oooohhh... so intended!)

Okay... so a little woodpecker whispered in my ear that monster-bot is going around spreading damaging rumors about me. It's quite disturbing, really. I never imagined he would go to that extent. It's such a desperate act. I dunno what he hopes to achieve. It's not as if I have a career to protect. It's not as if I have a reputation to live by. My life is an open book. What you see is what you get. So what gives?

It just pisses me off to realize how much time and effort I wasted on someone who doesn't deserve such treatment. Heck, I considered him a friend once. Even if we had a falling out, I never spoke to anyone about anything that we talked about or anything that transpired. Sure, I may have commented on some things, but it wasn't as if it's not common knowledge anyways. The other stuff I kept confidential. Because I still maintained that level of respect for him as a person. And this is what I get?

They say there's a reason for everything. I believe in that. But I dunno. No matter how hard I try, I cannot understand what this experience is trying to tell me...

Trust no one? Maybe. Mulder and Scully couldn't have said it any better.

Anyways... it's not worth my wrinkles. I will not stoop down to his level. This has got to be the end of it.

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Oh well... I just finished that April Boy write up. Finally! LOL. I'm now listening to Glocky's album. It's been looping for like three hours now. Haha. In fairness to Glocky, his album rocks! Haha. I listened to it seriously just now. I am really a fan. Hehehe.

Anyhoo---I'm losing grasp of my AMP. I dunno. It's weird. One minute I'm so into him and the next I'm like so not into him. Haha. Weird.

It's Oktoberfest again on Friday. Acoustic night this time. I figure I'd be bored out of my wits with this one, considering how fun last Friday was. Let's see. Hehe. Manna booked Pure Instinct in Laguna for an Oktoberfest thing also and I found out that 6CM will be there too. Awww. Sayang. If not for this Oktoberfest thing here in Manila, I'd so want to go there. Mahal ko na si Darwin e. Haha. And a road trip is something I need right now, I think.

Oh well... I'll be flying to Bacolod on Sunday for the Masskara Festival. Flying alone, that is. Gina got me a ticket on a separate airline and I'd be by my lonesome. Sad. :-( Well, whatever. It'd be (as Joji would say) an experience.

That's it for now, I think. My back hurts like hell and my brain is shutting itself down on its own. My eyes are aching na din (hell, I was awake since 4 am this morning!).

Tomorrow is another day.