21 days make a habit.
i'm now on my first day... again. i've re-set it twice already. first try, i came as far as
5 days. second try, i came as far as
3 days. :::::sigh::::: i wonder how far i'll get this time.
on second thought, is this really what i want?
if given a choice, would you rather be in pain for the rest of your life but happy? or in pain for a few weeks (or months to a year) and miserable the rest of that time?
me? i don't know... would i be asking if i knew?
oh darn it.
life sucks.