Director Avid Liongoren told me before that whenever something really good is about to happen in your life, you should never talk about it. Never tell a single soul or else it's bound not to happen. Sure you're excited and you want to tell everybody you know -- you want to shout it out to the whole world. But he said it's best kept secret. Until such time it really happens. (Did that make sense?)

I never really thought about what he said. I mean, I understood where he was coming from but it was just kwento to me. I wasn't exactly affected. I couldn't relate it to myself... that time.

Now I know what he means.

And how crappy it feels to want something so bad and not have it just because you told. Indeed, don't count the chicks until the eggs hatch... or something to that effect. Hehe.

Me and my big mouth. Bummer.

I guess I'll shut up now. Or maybe not. I don't know. I'm being my usual confused self. I guess it's true what they say that I think too much. But isn't that why we have brains for? To think? Oh well, whatever.