just came from a gruelling 11-hour meeting. ack. i feel so clean (read: nasabon at na-shampoo ang drama).

i feel so demoralized.

i am very very unhappy.

i have to get out of here.

i just have to.

god, get me out of here.

kainis pa...

i was supposed to go out with someone but i had to cancel. he waited for two hours for me but at around 930pm when it was obvious that we weren't gonna finish anytime soon, i had to tell him to go. ang panget! kakahiya.

what if he doesn't ask me out again?

crap.

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what do you do when you've done everything and yet it's as if the whole universe (in this case, the industry) is conspiring for you not to get whatever it is you want done?

do you try again?

perhaps... but then, what if wala pa din?

do you cry?

do you pay people off?

diba sometimes you just give up?

why can't people understand that there are times you just have to stop?

aaarrrggghhhh!!!

hate it. hate it. hate it.

it's so not fair!!!

bleh.

this place sucks.

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waaaah.

just received a text from this certain someone who waited for two hours a while back.

nagalit ata.

holy effing crap!