I Am Alive

"There's something wrong", she said
Of course there is.
"You're still alive", she said.
Do I deserve to be?
Is that the question
And if so,
If so,
Who answers?
Who answers?

Yes, fortunately (or unfortunately, depending on how you want to look at it) I am still alive. I have been sick for almost a week. Literally and figuratively, that is. Pardon me if you can't make sense of what I'm saying. I am once again confusing myself. Time of the season, baby.

Anyhoo -- I am waaaaaaaaaayyyy behind in my blog posts. Aside from the fact that I got sick and was too lazy to move or do anything, my crappy laptop has been replaced by a new one and haven't yet installed the programs that will enable me to upload my photos. My blog post will not be the same without those photos, so I guess we all just have to wait until I have the time to actually install everything again.

On the plus side, my laptop now has wireless connection. Yey!

And it's way lighter than the previous one. No more aching left shoulder for me. Hehe.

So there.


Friends (Only When) In Need

Last night I got into a discussion with MXRR about people who are only your friends when they need something. Otherwise, they won't even call or text. Worse, even if you call or text them, they won't even bother to reply. Nor do they have the decency to return the call granting that they really did miss it.

Actually, we were talking about just one person.

But I'm sure there are others just like him.

Fortunately for me, he's the only one I know who's like this. I guess I'm pretty lucky all my other friends are way too decent than that.

I dunno... I personally am not comfortable ignoring people's calls (especially if they're from my friends). And when I do miss a call, I make sure to return it. There are only three things that will stop me from replying to a call or a text:

1. I am asleep (which is rare, since I never sleep)
2. I have dead batteries
3. There is no signal and I am not receiving any calls or text

Oh well... to each his own, I guess. It just ticks me sometimes when people just call you when you're needed. It sure feels great to be needed once in a while, but it sure is much better if people remember you even when they don't need anything from you.