Showbiz Slut

I am one. Damn.

When I say slut, I don't mean I sleep around. Hell no! It's just the feeling of being violated because I'm a slave to the game and the perverse system that is local show business.

I wonder if Hollywood is the same?

My friends and I have this running joke before that we want to see our names in the credits of Hollywood movies, even that of "Assistant to Mr. Norton" or "Assistant to Mr. Hanks". Now I'm not so sure I want it.

Waaaah.

I'm tired and I want to rest for good. :(